So…
Anyways, I’ve been dieting now since right before Ady and I broke up… thus far I’ve lost ~75-80 lbs. `nother 50 or so to go and I’ll be in good shape again, going to start working out at ballys on monday… 2-3 times a week for starters… trying to con asz into going along with me… easier to exercise if you got someone there. I should be happy with the way I look by ~march/april I suspect. May have some tone to gain still but I’ll be the right weight and only gaining in lean mus mass by then.
Still single, that’s kinda depressing and kinda not. Met a few people online and dated once or twice, but nothing significant enough that I could consider anything more serious, not that the people weren’t nice or attractive, just that they wouldn’t be suitable for me in a long term relationship, I guess i’ve become more picky since ady and i parted company… I would have taken any of them in a heartbeat 7 years ago.
On the bright side, my mother got me a *NICE* digital camera for xmas and I posted some pics up on my home site today. (*points to side of journal*)
I don’t look different in the mirror to ME. However, 10 clothing sizes says I am and if I look this bad now… my god, I’m afraid to know what I looked like then.
Found two tests I liked on asz’s profile… and also one that was sent to me, here’s the schtuff.
Take the What animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | High |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | Very High |
| Antisocial: | Moderate |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | Low |
| Narcissistic: | High |
| Avoidant: | Low |
| Dependent: | Low |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Low |
– Click Here To Take The Test – |
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I almost feel as if… as if… they’re suggesting i’m ’slightly’ messed up… hmm could be? :o)