Obruo

… this one from ’s journal.

I Am

Which tarot card are you?

Undirected Creative Force. Open, receptive, devoid of pre-conceived notions. Beginnings.
A young man holding the white rose of innocence in his left hand and grasping a vagabond’s staff and satchel in the other, wanders with his gaze to the heaves, about to step into and abyss. His is the transformative journey of the spirit from innocence through experience into wisdom. his guardian and friend is the white dog symbolizing his own puppylike trust and fiath, for which the world labels him The Fool.

Not sure if thats a good thing or not….. :P

… I forgot my shoes at home today when I went to work out… like DUH. Stupid. It’s a 30m drive from there to here… so work out wednesday it is, I got a date tommorow, now im beginning to get nervous, I’m depressed like hell for no good reason, can’t change anything why be depressed about it neh? I came home and slept for 4 hours so I wont be able to sleep for shit tonight… also talking to a pretty cool grrl (P) I met on emode, I dig her. Haven’t heard from J in a while tho, so I figure I wont, although according to her previously it’s nothing for her to not touch the computer for a week or two, so never know. Havne’t talked to L lately either, she works two jobs and I’m never round when she is… Shrug… can’t win em all or any at times :P. Onward and upward. I wanna find someone, but not anyone, the right someone.