In the end…
… I sometimes wonder if anyone really knows me? I can probally count the people on one hand who have ever known the real me though… thats kinda a depressing thought. My new theme song? Perhaps just a verse. on the bright side of life mom is okie… she has a hyatal hernia she hasn’t heard if shes going to need an operation to fix it yet or not… its a nasty brutal operation, basically fuk’t for a month or so (no work, no physical labor, etc)… anywho…
It starts with you
one thing I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
to explain in due time
All I knoe
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on But didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to Watch it go
I kept everything inside and even tho I tried It all fell apart
What it meant to me will evetually be a memory of a time when
[Chorus]
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
One thing I don’t know why
Doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself How
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Actin like I was a part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised It got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouln’t even reconize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept evetyhing inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
[Chorus]
[Repeat 2x]
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter