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Song: Someday
Artist: Nickelback

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren’t we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you’d unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there’s been too much of this
Dont think its too late

Nothin’s wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
(You’re the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you’re wondering when

Well i hoped that since we’re here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we’ve always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story’s played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin’s wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
(You’re the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
(You’re the only one who knows that)

[Solo]

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren’t we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story’s played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin’s wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
(You’re the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
(You’re the only one who knows that)
I know you’re wondering when
(You’re the only one who knows that)
I know you’re wondering when

… to the lyrics of this song but they’re pretty good!

Last beautiful Girl - Matchbox 20

This will all fall down like everything else that was
This too shall pass and all of the words we said
We can’t take back

Now every fool in town would’ve left by now
I can’t replace all the wasted days
The memory of your face, I can’t help thinkin’

Maybe if we ever coulda kept it all together where would we be
A thousand lost forevers and the promises you never were giving me
Here’s what I’m thinking

It won’t be the first heart that you break
It won’t be the last beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked won’t take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world

So tell me one more time
How you’re sorry about the way this all went down
You needed to find your space
You needed to still be friends
You needed me to
Call you if I ever couldn’t keep it all together you’d comfort me
Tell me about forever and the promises I never should have believed in
Here’s what I’m thinking

It won’t be the first heart that you break
It won’t be the last beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked, won’t take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world
Last beautiful girl

It’s over now and I’ve gone without
Cause you’re everyone else’s girl
It seems to me you’ll always be
Everyone else’s girl

This will all fall down
Like everything in the world
This too must end
And all of the words we said
We can’t take back

It won’t be the first heart that you break
It won’t be the last beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked, won’t take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl
It won’t be the first heart that you break
It won’t be the last beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked, won’t take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world
Last beautiful girl in the world

Cher - Believe

(After love, after love, after love, after love)
(After love, after love, after love, after love)
(After love, after love, after love, after love)

No matter how hard I try
You keep pushing me aside
And I can’t break through
There’s no talking to you

It’s so sad that you’re leaving
It takes time to believe it
But after all is said and done
You’re gonna be the lonely one, oh

Chorus:
Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don’t think you’re strong enough, no
Do you believe in life after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really don’t think you’re strong enough, no

What am I supposed to do,
sit around and wait for you?
Well I can’t do that
And there’s no turning back

I need time to move on
I need love to feel strong
‘Cause I’ve got time to think it through
And maybe I’m too good for you, oh

(chorus)

Well I know that I’ll get through this
‘Cause I know that I am strong
I don’t need you anymore
I don’t need you anymore
I don’t need you anymore
No, I don’t need you anymore

(chorus x 2)

Do you believe in life after love?

Narf!

… I sometimes wonder if anyone really knows me? I can probally count the people on one hand who have ever known the real me though… thats kinda a depressing thought. My new theme song? Perhaps just a verse. on the bright side of life mom is okie… she has a hyatal hernia she hasn’t heard if shes going to need an operation to fix it yet or not… its a nasty brutal operation, basically fuk’t for a month or so (no work, no physical labor, etc)… anywho…

It starts with you
one thing I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
to explain in due time
All I knoe
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on But didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to Watch it go
I kept everything inside and even tho I tried It all fell apart
What it meant to me will evetually be a memory of a time when

[Chorus]
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

One thing I don’t know why
Doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself How
I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me
Actin like I was a part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised It got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouln’t even reconize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept evetyhing inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

[Chorus]

[Repeat 2x]
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

… feel on sunday skating, knee resembles a black baseball. That’s what I get for trying to get really fancy really fast without giving myself time to get used to skating again :P hehe oh well fuck it if it can’t take a joke, I don’t think anything is broken… it looks pretty nasty and feels rough but I can walk and it doesn’t feel like anything is out of place… it might be hairline fractured but it all seems to be sitting right and since I dont have health insurance I can’t afford (well I could, but dont want to) to get it checked lol. 5k if its broke– if my arm when it broke was any indication. So long as I can walk and it doesn’t get worse we’ll go with the theory it’s fine heh.

Still doin good weightloss wise, almost down to 210… struggling for lbs now. Sucks. Shrug. Did 100 situps and 50 pushups rah go me. Starting a new routine at bally’s come monday… going to be M-Th: Bi, Tri, Shoulder, Stomache T: Chest, Back F: Thigh, Calf. Mowing on Wed, Skating on S-Su afternoons… need to find sometime in there to do other things I suppose too but hey… it’s a good work out at least.

Just realized this song is really sad, never really paid a ton of attention to the lyrics… I want to find the person who makes me want to stay forever, the person that pulls me back when I want to run away… shrug. Heh, like I have time right now anyways… but on the other hand maybe I’ll get lucky and meet someone while I’m out skating/working out/whatever.

Time for bed tonight, was up really late last night downloading anime fansubs and watching them. Scrapped Princess is a pretty good series as is DN Angel.

I don’t want to hear about it anymore,
It’s a shame I’ve got to live without you anymore.
There’s a fire in my heart,
A pounding in my brain, it’s driving me crazy.

We don’t need to talk about it anymore.
Yesterday’s just a memory; can we close the door?
I just made one mistake,
I didn’t know what to say when you called me baby.

Don’t say goodnight,
Say you’re gonna stay forever,
Oh, whoa, all the way.

Can you take me high enough
to fly me over yesterday?
Can you take me high enough?
It’s never over and yesterday’s just a memory,
Yesterday’s just a memory.

And I don’t want to live without you anymore.
Can’t you see I’m in misery?
And you know for sure
I would live and die for you
And I’d know just what to do when you call me baby.

Don’t say goodbye
Say you’re gonna stay forever,
Oh, whoa, all the way.

Can you take me high enough
Can you fly me over yesterday?
Can you take me high enough?
It’s never over and yesterday’s just a memory.

I was running
I was running for the door
Realizing now or never
I was running back for more
Oo, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Don’t say goodbye
Say you’re gonna stay forever,
Oh, whoa, all the way, all the way,
Come all the way, yeah.

Can you take me high enough
Can you fly me over yesterday?
Can you take me high enough?
It’s never over, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Can you take me high enough
Won’t you fly me over yesterday?
Can you take me high enough?
It’s never over, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.